Abstruse: Difficult To Understand

spiritual / nature 🌿



I’m stuck between wanting:

1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love

2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet

3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career

It scares me how accurate this is.


I hate it when you get too fucked up from drinking and then you can’t drink certain drinks anymore because it tastes like that time you almost died. 

"I wonder if in six months you’ll remember all the times you said “Baby, I love you.” or if you left all those memories with me the day you left."
I don’t think I’ll ever fucking forget you. (via suchvodka)

(Source: jessielou24)



I wrote this about you on the plane

and now you’re back again
"I have a tendency to hide my feelings; to only show half my face. I don’t want to but I’ve done it so much it’s become a habit. I forget about it a lot.
A part of me is waiting for the day when someone realizes there’s a lot more to me than just daisies and grilled cheese. That I feel a lot more than the average person.
That I suffer everyday and every night."
please save me (via r3-cov3ry)
"I’m used to it"
The saddest thing you can hear someone say. (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: suckingonlarry)


I literally crave affection. It’s not about sex. I crave somebody to cuddle with me, and to lay their head on my lap. I crave kisses, holding hands and running my thumb across theirs. Just looking at someone and thinking “how did I get this lucky”.

"The best relationship is when you can act like lovers and best friends at the same time."
(via phuckindope)

(Source: silly-luv)

"I am trying to see things in perspective. My dog wants a bite of my peanut butter chocolate chip bagel. I know she cannot have this, because chocolate makes dogs very sick. My dog does not understand this. She pouts and wraps herself around my leg like a scarf and purrs and tries to convince me to give her just a tiny bit. When I do not give in, she eventually gives up and lays in the corner, under the piano, drooping and sad. I hope the universe has my best interest in mind like I have my dog’s. When I want something with my whole being, and the universe withholds it from me, I hope the universe thinks to herself: "Silly girl. She thinks this is what she wants, but she does not understand how it will hurt."
THEORIES ABOUT THE UNIVERSE by Blythe Baird  (via lovequotesrus)

(Source: blythebrooklyn)

"Straight vodka burns less than telling you what you did was okay."
(via kshma)

(Source: im-only-a-whisper)